So, today I am both flying high happy about many things, and screaming mad pissed off about others. So, I'm going to post a few rants about things that are just rubbing me the wrong way, and then I will rave about what is making me happy. A balance of sorts! Things that make me grumpy: I have no money. None. Doctor co-pays, prescription co-pays, missing many days of work with no sick time over three different weeks, meaning not receiving a full pay check until next week equals me not having enough to pay the bills. Not to mention "loaning" money to someone, who forgot they were going to pay me back. I hate that I work full time, yet don't have the means to support myself. I'm sleepy. My oldest got up at 1:30, thinking it was time to get ready for school. Got in the shower, and couldn't understand why I didn't have his clothes ironed when he got out. He barely remembers any of this. I remember it vividly because it interrupted m...
My journey, trying to be an Ironman, while dealing with anxiety, depression, body dysmorphia, self doubt, and life as a single mom with two grown sons, a crazy ass dog, and a handful of cats.