Not going to do a 70.3 this year Not going to do 140.6 next year Not going to run a marathon this year. It's mostly financial of course. Not having the Y membership means not having a place to do swim workouts. I can't swim a mile with no training. Add to that the cost of registering for the races. And to get into LP, you gotta volunteer so you can sign up the day after. It just ain't gonna happen with no sponsors or sugar daddy. So, we will keep all three of those things on my bucket list. Someday I will be able to cross them off.
My journey, trying to be an Ironman, while dealing with anxiety, depression, body dysmorphia, self doubt, and life as a single mom with two grown sons, a crazy ass dog, and a handful of cats.