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Today is our 13th wedding anniversary. Tomorrow is the 1 year anniversary of me finding out about the other woman, and two days after that is when we agreed to end the marriage. This weekend I'm moving out of my house. Basically the week sucks. Then throw in the anniversary of my miscarriage fourth of July weekend, and I may as well put myself back in the psych ward for the next 3 weeks. Yesterday I spent the day mourning what had been my life. The boys went with their dad for father's day, and I lay in bed sobbing and crying and wishing it would all go away. I remembered all of the awesome fun times we had as a family. I thought about our wedding day, the days the boys were born. The fun times we had together. Tonight they will be with him too. I'm going to go for a long ride and run, and then come home and probably cry just a little more. Then, tomorrow, I will move on. I will pick up the pieces and stop blaming myself, stop analyzing what I cou
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